I choose when I feed my inner monkey who tries to get it ́s will and tempts me constantly,

But how do I choose when though?
And how much?
Why if I feed him more often, he gets louder? Why does he always want more?
Where does intuition come from?
Why is it always right?
How do I know what is right?
Why do I feel better when I keep my monkey under control?

100x120cm Acrylic painting on canvas

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